Nightmare - He has a split personality

He has a split personality. One part of him is kind, caring and loving while the other is a psychotic child killing machine that collects the children's clothes to later sell them at his clothing factory. He has a girlfriend who works at the clothing factory with him too, but one who doesn't know about his dark ways of getting the clothes they sell there. Despite finding out about the things he did in the shadows, she decided to stay with him and pretend she hadn't seen anything, for he had given her the one thing no one ever gave her in the past; love and care. Just the thought of leaving him hurt her so much it was unbearable.

This was the main story of a nightmare I once had, and in the nightmare the girlfriend was me. The first picture is a scene seen from my perspective when I had trailed him and caught him in the act, although it's a bit altered when it comes to the massacre and the blood bath. In the actual nightmare I trailed him while he killed one child at a time. In total I witnessed two children die and one teacher because the teacher was in the way. The second picture is of him a moment before the massacre with my arms lovingly around his neck after having given him a kiss.

Those pictures were actually originally made for a school assignment where I had taken inspiration from this nightmare to write a short story of 2 pages (which is why it's hard for me to explain what the true parts of the actual nightmare are, and what the altered parts for the sake of the short story are). It's so hard to explain because there are 3 stories in total and I don't want to come off as if I'm lying. One is the real nightmare, second is the short story for the school assignment, and third is the summary in which merges those two stories together to fit in with the pictures and create a main point! Hope that clears the air ><

Btw, on the second picture I had to write "arms" because one of my friends thought it was a scarf he was wearing :''')))

Anime Convention gone kduofhdj

Hello.
There's an Anime Convention ongoing right now. It began yesterday(Friday). Me and my friend were going there to buy the ticket to be able to get in. They actually started to line up in front of the school, that the convention would be at, already at 4 or 5pm. And they were going to open up the doors at 7pm. Me and my friend arrived there at 7.30. But they hadn't opened up the doors yet so the line was soooo long. We had to wait for like an hour before they informed us that they had some problems with stuff so they couldn't open up yet. So.... we waited there in that line.... a lot of people came cosplaying so it was fun, in the beginning... As minutes and minutes passed by... it was getting colder and colder... We had to wait in the line for 3-4 hours! What's worse; in the cold. They didn't open up until 22.00, and when they had opened only two people got in once at a time. So.... it took 45 minutes till we reached the steps to the front door. My feet hurt and my back hurt, and I was freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing. I actually wanted to go home but my friend just didn't want to. She said "We've been waiting here for 2hours, so I'm not going home until I get that damn ticket!". So I'm like... okay.... ;_; That day was the only day they were selling those "whole-weekend-ticket" so that you could join the convention on Friday, Saturday and Sunday... so.. she just had to get that ticket...

Look, we had to stand there until the sun went down.... It was windy also.........
Anyways.. =  =

Ignore my "arm hair" =_=

When we finally got our "bracelet ticket"(the green&pink one) we just went home. I mean.. I was soooooooooo tired... my legs felt like jelly. and my "back-hurting" made me feel like an old woman... So when I came home I just had to sleep right after I'd eaten, since I hadn't eaten anything at all before I went there...........

Sosososoooooooo. When I woke up today I had a headache.. I woke up by the vibration of my phone ringing beside my pillow. My friend was calling me to ask when we were going to the convention again. So.. I had to get up (even though I wanted to sleep 385099723hours more) and get dressed before she came and pressed the door bell... so, I took the medicine before we left but... oh dear, the medicine only helped against the headache I had.... but not against the "stomach ache". I went around for 5hours with my stomach aching to the fullest without any complaint until around 3pm (we arrived there at 10pm). I tried so hard not to make those faces that showed my pain so my friend was not aware of it.. but once I told her my stomach hurt she just... didn't listen.... Anyways.... I bought some stuff at the convention.

A "Sasuke-bookmark", a "potion-necklace" and an iPhone case. The iPhone case is for my other friend who didn't come with us to the convention. ^ ^' I hope she'll like it :I

To be honest, I didn't really have a good time considering the horrible state I was in. We didn't really do anything special... we only went around, looking at stuff they were selling, went to the drawing room, oh! I found some nice drawings there by the way :3

!and we also went to the karaoke room... and then we went home because I was at my limit, so I called my dad to get me home. I just had to stay there because my friend's parents said she wasn't allowed to be at the convention if I wasn't.... so if I went home, she also had to go home.... that's why I had to stay there with her. I just didn't want to ruin her fun... which I did in the end...

Special Week

Hello :3
I haven't been blogging regularly and I am sorry for that O.O
The truth is --> everyday is just like any other day so there's not really much to talk about here.
Hmm... This week is a bit "unordinary" though! This week is only a three-days-school-week if you know what I mean '-' so... the students get to choose by themselves what they want to do! There weren't 927589375 alternatives to choose between, only a few.
These were the alternatives:

1. Art (literally translated to "picture" or "photograph" or "image" but it is art... kinda... it's about being creative) ---(creating movies -if I remember correctly)
2. P.E ---(doing activities such as swimming, fishing etc)
3. Sewing classes ---(Runaway Project, sewing our own piece of clothing)
4. Crafting classes ---(creating games & small stuff out of wood and metal)
5. Music (visiting the "culture school" (literally translated) and try out different types of instruments I guess?))

I chose the "Runaway Project" thingy :3
So today we spent the whole day sewing. It was a lot of fun. It wasn't really the HAHAHAHAHAHA kind of fun, more like the lalalalala~ kind of fun. (if that makes any sense) Okay. I honestly don't know what "fun" should be defined as. Two days ago I was told by one of my friends that I didn't know what fun was. e_e (I told him exams were fun once you knew the answers to the questions, but then he told me that was just the feeling of relief, not "fun". So I was like.. okay. OKAY. e_e)
Anyways....
so... I'm sewing a.... (how the hell should I say this...) uhm... I'm just gonna draw it quickly and show. '-'

Something like that.... <_<

(the "finished product" will probably look uglier than this but eh... let's hope it'll turn out well ><)
I actually wanted the fabric to be black but... if I were to wear it in the summer it would be too hot since black is the color that absorbs the sun's warmth the most. And I'd really like to wear it during any season so byebye black ;_; The second color of my choice was actually white, but.... it would get dirty pretty easy(since it's white) so I chose the color between black and white which is grey. <_< (good enough *nod, nod*) And awmg. I really wanted the wings to be black >< but.... hmm.... I don't know if it would look weird since the inside of the hood is white and the ears also. kjsdufioweufheliruhflkreylituekjdslso ;__;
I don't want to be an "angelic cat", I want to be a "devilish cat".................................. ><
Okay, we'll see how it'll turn out. ^ ^'
Today at school I came as far as sewing the front and back together, and the hood's pieces together. Now I'll have to sew the hood to the body and then the pocket too.... and the thingy on the bottom (which will be pretty tight, I have no idea how to explain that). Once it's done I'll only have the ears and wings left!! ><

I wish I could take photos of the progress xD (maybe I can? o.o)

Anyways.... I have to go now ;o We have maths national exams tomorrow, yay. e_e It's for 60mins so... apparently everyone in 9th grade will lose 60mins of their fun (from the alternatives they chose from above ^).

*wishing you a wonderful day* ^_________^

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~Screaming Butterflies~

 

This 'painting' is not for myself either... it's also for someone else. ;o

And.. the "bubbly clouds" are empty spots for that person's name :)

~Birdy Hair Explosion~

I was painting almost the entire day today ;3

Well, okay.. not painting-painting.. more like drawing-painting

I actually used colorpencils dipped in water because I didn't have the watercolors with the colors of my choice '-'

Finished-----

This is actually not for me. It's for someone else. And.. those "bubbly clouds" beside the girl are the empty spots for that person's name :3

Clay - Kitten

I played with clay yesterday, and made a kitten out of it. It's for my friend because she managed to ignore the guys who was mean to her. (I told her that she'd get something from me if she managed to ignore the guys in our class, and pretend they were invisible to her, during 14 days. They used to bully her... and she had a very tough time. They bullied her because they liked it when she told them to fuck off. I seriously don't know what's wrong with them but whatever.. I'm proud of her because she succeeded. ^ ^ I have no idea if she'll like it... but I made this for her:

and.. under it says:

"Stay strong" ;_;

It looks... terrible but.. uh.. ><

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It's... like a curse not being able to stop taking millions of pictures of just one thing e_e

(PS. Yeah, I was working on a drawing like a week ago.. but we're having a lot of exams right now so.. I'm currently taking a break '-')