Wow. Just WOW.

Wow. I finally finished my homework.. and it's 12pm soon!!! >_<
Today I literally almost killed myself mentally... The studying... and school thing is killing me. TT^TT
I'm not going to be able to keep this up because I know I'm going to break apart sooner or later. ò_ó
Anyways.
I don't really have time for anything apart from homework and school anymore... *shoots myself* (well not shooting myself literally @_@ BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN) But the good news is that I'm going to get one week off school next week! You see.. Next week will be a week where we have to "practice our work skills" at.. well.. work places. For me, I'll be practicing at the hospital ^ ^
Hehee, at least I'm free from homework (｡◕‿‿◕｡)
So during that time, I'll be doing everything I've ever wished to do!! :D
G'night! >.<

You look so beautiful in white~

Yeah, I fell in love with this video. 

Cold

SUCH A COLD (but beautiful) morning TToTT

No editing on this one. >.<

I fell in love with this view . . . but I almost died taking this picture... my hands were shaking.
Tomorrow it's time to pay a visit at a high school called "Spyken". I look forward to it!
(Wanna know the reason??? BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO GET A FREE CINNAMON BUN! :D)

>__>

A risk worth taking...

I've finished coloring my converse!! @__@
I.... think.... it was a risk worth taking... ; _ ;
The opinions of people... doesn't matter? >__>

And.... finally.... the result~ ^-^

I'm not sure if I ruined them.... or "pimped them up" Q__Q

pshh, pshh <_<

AAAAH, I've wasted all of my time... ; _ ; !!!! I should be doing homework.... >.-

WTFFFF SOMEONE WANTED TO TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE

I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF!!!
Someone just called and wanted to talk to me. I panicked of course ;___; He wanted to talk about high school... about which high school I wanted to choose once I finish 9nth grade. >.< IT WAS SO SCARY!!! TT^TT
Him: How does it feel to start high school?
Me: Uhmm... it... feels good I guess (eeek!!!!! ;__;)
Him: Okay, so.. what did you have in mind? What kind of subject do you want to deepen yourself into? (OMGOMGGG, NO! I'm not really sure yet ;___;)
Me: Uhm.. something... uhh.... about techniques?
Him: Oh. Our school has those subjects, so if you're interested.. I could send the information to you through the post. It feels as if the connection is bad because I can't really hear you. (YESS, TURN OFF THE PHONE!!!) So I'll send the information to you instead.
Me: Okay.
Him: And.. (NO, NOO, NOOOO!!!) We're going to have a "Open House" so if you'd like to come it'd be awesome. (uwaaaah ;___;) I could text you (DON'T ASK FOR MY NUMBER, PLEASE!!!! ;__;) two days before the Open House, so if I could just have your number?
Me: Uhm... you see... uhh... I've forgotten my number... (obvious lie ;__;)
Him: Thanks! See you at the Open House then!
Me: yes........... (... if I dare to come.....) *shoots myself*
I HATE MY HABIT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY "NO"! I'm still shaking... I HATE PHONES!!!!! Q__Q
Him: Oh... okay (YES, FALL INTO THE TRAP AND GIVE UP) but... (NO!!!!) Could I have your parents' number instead? (I knew it!!!! >3<)
Me: hah... okay.. wait a sec.... (pshhh, I couldn't give him my mom's number... so I gave him mine.... ;__;)

Finally some peace...

I miss being a child of the human kind,

I miss running into the wild with my mind.

Finally some peace.....

I seriously.... almost died mentally this week.... a lot happened. Both good and bad. >.<

Well, you see! The good thing is that I got the boots I wanted :D Mom thinks they're weird..... dad is afraid they'll get dirty since they're white... and my brother laughed at them... pshhh >3<

Anyways..
The weirdest thing that happened this week was that some guy-classmate accidently sat on a "sticking-up-needle" (what do you call those? o.O) and.... talked to me and Erin about it during the lesson.
Him: Ouch! I sat on it!!! *turns around to look at us* e__e D'you know who put it there??
(he didn't take it off @__@)
Me: No .__.
Erin: Haha xD
Him: Stop laughing! AAAAAAHHHH It's not funny!!! ò.ó It hurts! ._.
Me and Erin: ok @__@
Him: It hurts .__.
Me and Erin: We know that @_@
Him: It hurts! ._.

Me and Erin: pffft- (HE HAD A NEUTRAL EXPRESSION ALL THE TIME, SO IT BECAME COMICAL HAHAH XD)

Him: IT HURTS!!!!! .__.
Erin: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
Me: hahah.... >.<
Him: Take it off for me? Please *turns around for us to see it*
Me and Erin: *gulp* do it yourself!!! >.<!!
Him: PLEASE! It hurts .__.
*walks over to teacher*
Him: Teacher please take it off for me ;__;
Teacher: what?
Him: It hurts.

Lol another incident was during the 'crafting lesson'..

Sarah: Someone please help me!! >3<
*someone in class takes a random object and hits her on her shoulder*
Sarah: AAAAA!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!??!?!?
Him: What? .__.
Sarah: WHY DID YOU HIT ME?!?!?
Him: Because you said 'Someone please touch me' ??? .__.
Me and Erin: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH! He mistook her for saying 'please touch me' X'D
(LOL, and plus.. he hit her with that random object x'3 Poor Sarah ;___;)

Trying

........................
I'm trying my best, yet making no progress. *rage*

This is just another day of going to sleep late... my head hurts... I'm dozing off soon...
and.. there's a maths and Thai test tomorrow that I never had the time to study for... because... I was doing the "high school's english"' assignment the whole day.... I feel a need to sleep right now.. so...
Zzzzzzzzz G'night~

(I have so much to tell here... but I never get the time to do that because of homework and other stuff... *DEPRESSED* ;__;)

I hate..

I'm making a psychically hurtful ride
Yes, I hate my stupid pride
Because of that,
I accepted the challenge
and the fun I knew wouldn't last.

Hahah.. I hate this situation I'm in. I wish to go back to being a child. Though, it's impossible.
I don't have time for anything else anymore.. I've got a feeling this week will be overblown with homework. No, it's not just a feeling, I KNOW it will happen. I just know it.
I hate having to go to bed late at night... yesterday, for once... I went to bed at 10pm, it's earlier than usual. But I still couldn't sleep because of those stupid thoughts overwelming my brain..

Labyrinth

Whaaah~ Old pictures from Pico ;___;

....good times......... Q_Q

Anyways, so... today I'll go off to Issa around one o'clock~ >  <

We'll draw on our shoes! I hope they won't get destroyed, or else I'm screwed... (since I was the one suggesting we'd do it) ;__;

I'm a sucker for remembering roads/ways... so I'm always ending up searching for her house... IT'S LIKE A LABYRINTH! Q_Q but... a pretty entertaining one~ '-'

I'm gonna get lost in that labyrinth...... It could take up to 20 minutes to find it once I'm around the right area... TT^TT

Chaos, flying chairs

AWMG, chaos during the two last lessions today.
It was during the maths and chemistry. The first minutes during maths was fine... it went smoooth~
....until someone opened their laptop and saw their grades to a subject (swedish) and went into rage-mode. Almost all of them got an F. @.@ They were all furious and started to scream.... started to throw around papers... rulers.... pens.... AND CHAIRS! Some of them complained and called the teachers names. Some of them ran around screaming "AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!"
....and.. me and Erin tried to take cover for survival. All of this repeated till the end of the school day.
Seriously... *shivers*

Wood

Wood grows hair too!
I tried to pull it out but I couldn't. I mean LOOK! @_@ It's stuck.

Since P.E wasn't really my favourite lesson; I was fascinated by everything.. looking at the details... finding this... what a wonderful memory. . . o3o

...her present

Her magic money box..... @.@
Ugh... I've just postponed my swedish homework... but I'll do it now and get it over with...

I never gave Sarah her birthday present... *guilty* but I planned on making it a surprise....
...even though she probably hates me... :/

Dead, dead, dead

IT FEELS LIKE MY THUMB'S FINGER BONES WILL BREAK OUT OF MY SKIN PRETTY SOON!! I'VE NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE WRITTEN AS MUCH AS I JUST DID! IT WAS STUPID OF ME TO THINK "THE HARDER I PRESS WITH THE PEN, THE FASTER IT WILL GET" BECAUSE IT JUST MAKES MY THUMB-SKIN GET THINNER AND THINNER (AT LEAST THAT WHAT IT FEELS LIKE!) WHICH WILL (probably) EVENTUALLY MAKE MY THUMB BONES FLY AND CRASH INto the bread that is right next to me... and make a hole in it... which.... means no one would want to eat it because it'll look awful and disgusting... so it'll be MY fault. Anyways... IT HURTS Q_Q

I'm still not finished with the thai homework... ;__; I still have to read hell a lot.. so.. I'm actually dead right now... PSYSICALLY.

Bad luck!

I was back hours ago.. but I was too lazy to write something about it until now. >.-
(partly because I was forced to play S4 League with my brother >.>)
I had bad luck... the store only had a right-boot. (for a pair you need 1 right-boot and 2 left-boot.. OF COURSE YOU KNEW THAT Q_Q) No.. well.. they actually had a pair... but the left-boot was damaged... so she said "You don't really want a damage boot right?" so.. I said "N-no.... :<"
Her: Too bad... :/
Me: .... (YES, TOO BAD. YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO SEE BUT I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW!)
I was so excited to buy them... ;____;
huuuwaaaah... TT^TT
Another "bad" thing is that.... we almost couldn't get home because they blocked almost every damn road.
... so... we got off the bus....

.... looked in front of us... *blocked* CAN'T GET THROUGH >3<
(by the way: that blue "building" is their(the workers') temporary house TT^TT They're about to build a new appartment.... which I won't be living in Q_Q)

...looked behind us.... "Oh! There's a 'free' way! :D"

....going up....

....and...

You're kidding me?!?!?

Alright.. alright... we'll walk alongside of the "car road"

Watch out ;__;

Lol.. I feel free *-*

Okay... so... finally @.@

but... unfortunately... we can't take a shortcut...

-___-

hwaaah... ~
It's late!!! 10.36pm.... ;__;
I don't wanna have school! :'<
I'm just gonna... dry my hair before going to bed ---> I just took a shower! >.<
G'night!!!!! ~

School

Without school my life wouldn't be as weird as it is right now. I'm such a boring person.. I mean... never getting out of the house if it weren't for school... nerding myself by reading manga and by playing games everyday. NOT A HEALTHY LIFE.
Anyways.
So.. today... someone threw a cup down from the second floor to the first. (there's a hole on the second floor so that you can watch the people from the first floor from there *confused*) The cup could've made a big damage on human beings if someone was there at the time it crashed.
The students at this school never really think about the consequences of their actions... I mean... a few months ago someone threw a table to the second floor .__.
Some teachers came into our classrooms and asked if we knew something about this.. but of course.. although it might not have been them; no one would confess, right? >.>

So... another "big" thing is that the 7th grade(my brother's class) might close because there are very few students in that class. It's quite unbelievable... but they're only six. More and more students transfers to other schools... and well... this school doesn't really want to pay for the 7th grade to remain because of the small amount of students there. .___.

ANYWAYS!
Yesterday.. I didn't sleep until 12pm because I was busy downloading S4 League -.-
LOL, it took 438275923875923875 mins because our internet was retarded.... I couldn't let it load during the time I slept because IT WOULD (SOMETIMES) JUST STOP LOADING (bad connection).
Sooo.... I'mma head into town soon to buy new "winter boots". ^ ^ I've already gotten my mind on a pair of white boots~ HAHAH, so........... @.@ SARAH WANTED TO BORROW MY FABRIC PAINT because she saw my shirt and wanted to do the same with hers.... ó.ò (off topic) Am I being stingy? Hahah, I don't really want her to borrow because I got them as a late birthday present.... and because there's only a small amount left. ;___; ... and because I want to use more of it.... and.... because she kind of hates me for some unknown reason... TT^TT

I'M NOT AS DENSE AS I PRETEND TO BE,
I KNOW THE REASONS WHY YOU'RE BADMOUTHING ME.

...or do I? >.>
Pshh, anyways. I'm off! XD

Finally~ Tada no... Yume.

FINALLY. TToTT *dies*
...but what about homework?!?!?!?!?!? ;___;

Lol, the pictures look dirty .__.
Anyways.
My brother has started to play S4 League again! >o<
I want to start with it too... but... .___. I still don't want to... ;__;
I'm thinking of starting with Runescape again.... but... maybe I'll wait till the Christmas holiday @-@

Otaku~

Yay~
Finally used my fabric paints for the first time in my life ! >  <
I was soo nervous. @.@ So I decided to make it simple~ ^ ^

I actually made it at Issa's, but since I didn't get the time to finish it ---> I finished it at home. >  <

It was fun! She had a bunny on hers. :3 It was pretty~
...but I couldn't take a picture of it because I didn't dare to... heh..eee..
~I just heard fireworks.... *-*
Anyways.
I didn't do anything else apart from that... except for the usual thing: reading manga .____.

I'mma do the back side of the T-shirt tomorrow! :D (I think...) I hope I'll have the time to... you know.. I postponed my homework the whole week! D: I feel awful now -.-

Haaaah, this song was playing when we were painting :'3

Ok

I was at the new shopping centre(?), Emporia, today with my sister and her friends.
It was ok.
and here comes about 33 photos.... (some blurry... because I was in a hurry. If I didn't hurry up they'd leave me. I mean... it's not that hard to forget that I'm even there @.@)

INSIDE:

....nothing was really interesting.... (except for the green "place")

...well.. until I found this place (blurry)

My thoughts were "Wow! It's dark in there! and it seems impossible to get in there! but... I see people? e.e" I know, I'm so stupid. Of course there also were OPEN ENTRIES to get in.... I eventually saw it, and lost my interest...

Anyways -.-

So... we went into a cheap store... and... I found this:

They are birds. With feathers. Aw, cute! (kind of)
... but then I saw this:

"Birds for decoration

real feathers"
WHY COULDN'T THEY USE FALSE FEATHERS INSTEAD?!?!?!??!? TT^TT

...so.... we kept going....
Why am I attracted to the children's area? ;___;

Lol, look at these monkeys... they looked cheerful (obviously). 

I HAD TO TAKE A SHOT. (blurry though -.-)

"Fashionable" women... (also blurry -.-)

We went to another store and found something unique!! :'3
A skull wearing a tiara?

Didn't buy it though. =] I only planned to buy fabric paint. o3o

butbut... I really wanted to buy these earrings:

BUT I CAN'T! ;__; and I'm glad I didn't... because the price tag on the front is saying the price in "EURO" so you'd be thinking it's in SEK. I mean.. you're thinking SEK instead of EURO because the "EURO" is invisible (lol, confusing). THIS STORE IS TRICKING YOU! My sister saw a bracelet for 9.90 EURO, it didn't stand "euro" so she thought it was in sek. Of course, she bought it... only to pay 99 SEK instead. It was a huge "WHAT?" to her.. @.@ (I felt sorry for her ;__;) She didn't buy anything else after that.....

...she probably gained a tiny bit of happiness... or is it hunger? XD because she said "ooh, these necklaces look tasty..." :P

(I KNOW, BLURRY AS HELL. But whatever TT^TT)

..I started to get bored... so I took a photo of my feet/shoes .___.
Some other shoes came as a bonus in the background, so.. >.> yay?

I GOT HUNGRY! Though, I wasn't sure if I was hungry or if I only had a "back ache". <.<

IT HURT A LOT! Yesterday my stomach was hurting because I couldn't fart... but that's another story. Q.Q

Yupyup, it's no big deal.. I mean... that's life.... .__. (playing around -.-)

Yummyum... see the green thingies? Lol.. frogs... smiling frogs... with red slime coming out of their mouth... looks... tasty e.o

Blueplace, yepyep. The color makes it feel colder than it is @.@

FOUND SOME COOL DRESSES! :D

This one was the funniest of them all, HAHAH XD

Booooo~
Looks like a flying ghost-dress with no body.. but with an awfully small head. XD
The end.

I don't really want to talk about the details... ;__; since it's going to be looooong and boring.
But this is what I bought~

I actually thought of only buying the three basic colors (blue, red, yellow) to be able to "create" other different colors.. but... I bought those small bottles instead.. since... the basic colors also were included. but... the one thing I'm wondering is... IS THAT REALLY RED?!?!? It looks like "light red" almost pink/orange! D:

Anyways...

Nothing really went smooth for my sister today.... I mean... she forgot her wallet at home!! She couldn't go back to get it because we already took the train to the other city... she got scolded from dad... she had to buy the bracelet she thought was only 9.90 SEK. She couldn't buy anything else (probably because she felt down?) By the way: we got to borrow the money from her friend (not really our age, she's a mother). Actually... one more thing.. when we were going to order something to eat, we ordered three shrimp-sandwiches and one chocolate muffin, but there were only two shrimp-thingies! so we ordered another type of sandwich.. well.. my sister really wanted the shrimp-sandwich... so I told her "You can take the shrimp-sandwich, I'll take the other one." It's not really a big deal. @.@ but I wish this day was going smoother for her. ;___;

ONE LAST THING:

I was often quiet. (ofc) So her friends always said "Why is your sister so quiet?!?!? :P Please talk! *looks at me*" If they say that then I absolutely don't want to talk! I mean.. I don't want to give in ;__; *being childish* What's there to talk about anyways???